不存在的胶卷

连着下了几天的雨，信江河的水没过了台阶。我拿起胶片相机，带妹妹去公园玩。透过取景器看到妹妹在阳光下摆动着身体，按下快门，心里无比满足——直到发现相机里根本没有胶卷。所有那些完美的瞬间，都只存在于一声声快门的咔擦声中，随着每一次想象的拍摄消失。

It had been raining for days. The waters of the Xin River had risen past the steps. I picked up my film camera and took my younger sister to the park. Through the viewfinder, I watched her move in the sunlight, pressing the shutter with quiet satisfaction—until I discovered the camera held no roll at all. All those perfect moments existed only in the sound of the clicks, disappearing with each imagined frame.